Faith

the hem of His robe

The woman bled for 12 years straight. Physician after physician shrugged his shoulders. She’d given up all hope of ever getting better. But then she heard about Jesus. The miracle worker. Desperate, she knew she had to get to Him.

As she clawed her way through the crowd on her hands and knees, she carried with her much more than her illness. She carried shame. As if in a bag over her shoulder, she dragged along a heavy burden of rejection and fear. She's referred to as the “woman with the issue of blood”, but her issues ran much deeper than that. Her physical ailment made her an outcast in her own culture.

Her emotional hurts and scars were far worse than her physical ones.

Finally catching up to Jesus, she reached out and frantically, yet faintly, grabbed the hem of His robe. Immediately, she was healed. Jesus turned around and faced the crowd. “Who touched Me?”

She told Him the whole truth. She told why she had touched Him and how she had been instantly healed. Jesus cared enough to listen to her story. The long version.

He just let her talk.

He was on His way to heal a dying girl. People were rushing Him. Pressing Him. Insisting He keep going before it’s too late. But He silenced them long enough for her to tell her story.

When she finished talking, He responded by calling her Daughter. It’s the only time recorded that He addressed someone that way. The love she felt in that one simple word must have been overwhelming.

After pouring out her heart, He'd responded with pure affection. Gentle yet aggressive love.

If Jesus’ aim was simply to heal her, He would have kept walking after she touched Him, for she was healed instantly. If that was all He was concerned about, He wouldn’t have stopped, turned around, asked the question. He wouldn't have looked straight at her, talked to her, listened. But He did all those things. He wanted to let her talk. To tell her story. He wanted to call her Daughter.

For that is when her heart was healed.

He wanted to heal more than her body. His aim all along was to heal her heart.

I can picture Him looking her in the eyes as He talked to her. And making her look into His. The healing began as, face-to-face, His love was visible, and it resonated within her soul. It broke down walls. Shattered barriers. Smashed through the defenses she’d lived behind for so long. His love broke through with a simple gaze, a listening ear, and undivided attention.

It wouldn’t have helped if He healed her physically, but left her to still carry the hurt from her 12 years of rejection and disgrace. Despite her physical healing, she probably would have continued to stay holed up in her house. She would have been the same cowering little girl she always was, still dragging her bag of shame behind her. But as Jesus looked into her eyes, He saw the woman He created her to be, and He wasn’t content to leave her drowning in her pain.

The greatest healing isn’t the miraculous cure of her incurable disease. It is the passionate healing of her heart.

God’s primary concern is still the condition of hearts. Physical health and a blessed life pale in comparison with a restored soul. God’s heart hurts for our hurting hearts.

He still brings love, grace, and healing through a touch of the hem of His robe.

And we are the hem of His robe.

gossip

I came across this poem, titled Gossip, for which I found no author's name. It speaks for itself...

My name is Gossip. I have no respect for justice. I maim without killing. I break hearts and ruin lives. I am cunning and malicious And gather strength with age. The more I am quoted, The more I am believed. My victims are helpless. They cannot protect themselves against me Because I have no name and no face. To track me down is impossible. The harder you try, the more elusive I become. I am nobody’s friend. Once I tarnish a reputation, it’s never the same. I topple governments and wreck marriages. I ruin careers and cause sleepless nights, Heartaches, and indigestion. I make headlines and headaches. I make innocent people cry in their pillows. Even my name hisses. I am called Gossip.

Love: The Ultimate Survivor

Love arrives; and in its train come ecstasies old memories of pleasure ancient histories of pain. Yet, if we are bold love strikes away the chains of fear from our souls.We are wearied from our timidity. In the flash of love's light we dare be brave and suddenly we see that love costs all we are and will ever be. Yet, it's only love which sets us free.

~Maya Angelou

For my one friend, March is "humility month". For me, I think it's love.
I've always known a lot about love. I grew up experiencing the warm embrace of it in a loving family. I have been blessed to feel the incomparable goodness of true, loving friendships. I am married to an incredible man who shows me daily what true love is. And I am enveloped, each moment, in the unconditional, life-altering love of my Heavenly Father.
I have tasted of love's goodness. I have also mirrored that love I've received to others, albeit in broken, imperfect fashion. But this month I feel like I'm needing to learn -- truly learn -- about love at all costs. Love in spite of what's said, what's done, what hurts... It's not easy, and I'm certainly not "there" yet, but it's my journey for March.
We've heard it said in jest that the only problem with ministry is all the people. I still chuckle at the sound of that because, in many ways, it's so true. (But the same can be said about any aspect of life -- we sinful humans sure know how to mess things up!) The biggest challenge for me in my missionary life has always been relationships. That challenge has taken on many forms: how to maintain friendships long distance; how to establish new friendships cross-culturally; how to balance friendships with those we also need to lead; how to grow, develop, and run an effective, thriving, loving staff team, etc. And because relationships involve other fallible people, hurt happens.True forgiveness -- keeping no record of wrongs -- is a tough aspect of love. There's a portion in one of the curriculums we wrote that still challenges me deeply: You must realize that Christ died not only for what you have done but for what's been done to you. The power of Jesus' blood to cover what you have done also covers that which has been done to you. I know it. I believe it. And this month, it's being put to the test.

I love the famous "Love Passage" of I Corinthians 13:4-8 in the Phillips Translation:

The love of which I speak is slow to lose patience--it looks for a way of being constructive. It is not possessive: it is neither anxious to impress nor does it cherish inflated ideas of its own importance.Love has good manners and does not pursue selfish advantage. It is not touchy. It does not keep account of evil or gloat over the wickedness of other people. On the contrary, it shares the joy of those who live by the truth.

Love knows no limit to its endurance, no end to its trust, no fading of its hope; it can outlast anything. Love never fails.

Survivor's slogan is: Outwit. Outplay. Outlast. Only love can do that.